A lovely surprise changed my lifestyle.....

These few months has been a dramatic one... because of a lovely little one waiting to come into my life ^^. And also have ended the 1 year 11 days relationship recently.. Welcome to married life. Been thinking is this decision a hasty one? for our little one? I guess not for me. As I know my love is as deep as before. Although we are starting to have a little kinks here and there.. Well its always best to sort things out before we always bottle them up and explosion it goes. I have confidence I can adapt well though...Life after marriage is another challenge, but it can be even sweeter than before (dating days). hehe.

Looking forward......

I'm looking forward to our wedding photoshoot coming Thursday. Abit nervous about it actually. All things are well into preparation mode~!

Exams over!!

ITS HOLIDAYS!!! I smell summer! LOVE IT! FINALLY CAN THROW ALL NOTES AWAY! NO More HUGGING THE BOOKS! KISS ALL OF THEM GOODBYE....XOXOXO felt so relieved when I left the exam hall yesterday... its gonna be a wonderful holiday ^-^

Second family

After getting to know my boyfriend's family for few months, I'm really starting to feel very at home whenever I'm with them. It feels like my second family to me. Quite comfortable mingling and talking to them. However, it will take even more time to know them in depth and of course, for them to know me better too. Though I'm wondering how well I can adapt to living outside my home coming next year....

The Proposal, dated 20 March 2012

Received THE Proposal from my dear~~which made me ultra touched and happy!

I'm officially engaged!! Yeah!

To be continued...

Some recaps

Suddenly, it is all back to basics to me. There is a lot of things I want to achieve in life but a lot of them are actually are not that necessary to me.I still believe we should always place health in priority over all things....

And I also believe a wedding do not need to be as fanciful as the days preceding the marriage means so much more. Hence, a simple and sweet wedding with the blessings from my loved ones will be great enough.

To always respect, care, love and do the best for each other.

Ask yourself, what do you want at the end of the day?

喜

There is good news and just to share:

Wedding bells are ringing soon~~~

Feeling a mix of happy and excitement....

And lots of things to be done!!

A busy year for us ahead :D

Thoughts...

Some not exactly happy thoughts. Last night, I dreamed of them again. I know its rather silly of me to write these here. So what does it exactly implies? Maybe I really do miss them. Every time, I felt happy in the dream, but upon waking up, the sadness is back. I wonder how hard is it for someone to forgive and forget. Maybe they did, or they just felt its awkward for me to hang around them once more. Actually I really don't mind.

Something I read on Weibo today that kinda spoke my mind: 不是我想沉默, 是沒有人了解我.

Its not that I'm feeling guilty so I'm sad. It's because I still treat them as my friends, and I miss them. It's not that I wanted to treat both of you this way, If you all could understand, maybe we can just patch back. It's just wishful thinking, I know. Becos of this case that killed our friendship. You all never understood how deeply it hurt me. 4 or 5 dreams all consecutively meant the same thing - Its not about the guilt, its about the constant wish to be friends with you all again. The hurt that you all just threw the friendship away without salvaging it. The assumptions that I did not care about u, are they true? mostly true? or simply its just some overseeing on my part? I just want some peace now, I feel all the hurt erupting all over again.

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After this post, I realized how a friendship could be strong yet fragile. I guess what I'm looking for is a 解脫. Becos life still has a lot of 美好的東西. 我相信, 身邊任然還有愛我的人.

A seemingly long path but...

Determined to finish this degree well! lets do it!!

Will persist on regardless of how tired i'm feeling.

Motivation from u and my mum, gives me good reason to fight on.

數一數

就算理智還在, 我還是選擇對你很好.

也可以選擇對自己好一點, 不過不知道為什麼, 還是想把你放第一.

會變得更有耐心,細心.

就快要到half year mark. 是很開心的!

未來一起走的更幸福好嗎..就像我們說過到老你也會牽我的手一樣.

我的愛會一直補充給你, 隨時隨地都很夠力喔~!