cheered up....

today is sunday....haiz....supposed to go buy cny clothes de....but no time...still muz focus on pj....hope i will be free soon...but i tink is onli e beginning..long time nv blog here le..muz update abit...ya...these few days r nothing and nothing but projects....feb cuming soon le...valentines is near...wonder anytink special for mi on dat big day...tink for some will be big ba....for mi mah...like any normal day...haha....tink cny better for mi..at least i will get hongbaos and alot of snacks to eat....ha....:P

sleepless nights....

ys night was e shortest i ever slept....i noe i went to bed ard 11 somtink...den slept for one hour....woke up again...time was 0:26....still rem vividly...tink was bitten by many many mosquitoes...which in turn dunno y make mi toss and turn for e nx 3 hours...den juz get up again to put apply some medicated oil...hope e smell keep e mosquitoes at bay..but din realli help...sianzzz...den juz sit on my bed and sms pple while waiting for dat drowsy feeling to cum...dunno wats wrong wif mi tis days...sit up in the middle of night sms pple also..if it was e me in the past..i would haf slept thru the whole night...dunno my isomania was due to mosquitoes or sometink else...haizzz...i wish i noe...ard 4 sometink i finally fell asleep coz e last time i look at my phone was 4:10...den mother call mi up at 6.40 again to do project...incredible...i felt so sick and tired now...

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wo gei ni zui hou de teng ai shi shou fang kai....

siao day

y siao day? bcoz today i went ap again....in the middle of my coding....i juz rushed out of the lab and sat outside the lec theatre see scenery....dunno y...i tink i saw sometink and someone which made mi feel veri bu swang...realli got bu swang de gang jue...i noe i shld not bu swang..coz its not normal for mi to feel dat...but bo bian lor...juz felt it...i noe i need to control dat stupid feeling of mine...juz cant do dat lor....but after dat...kind of becum veri quiet...maybe half half is bcoz of project ba...but i juz struggled to cheer myself up...coz i noe i will be veri selfish....grrrrr....but managed to cheer up la...coz my project in the end got kind of turning pt liao...lucky..or else i still be veri sianz...erm...missed getting the tickets for B.A.D campus concert...haiz.....anybody who has the tickets???

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today went shopping wif hm and yun....haha...but din buy anytink...hmm...still dunno wat to buy also...saddd...saw a couple of nice tees but realli wasnt into the heart of buying anytin...maybe e festive mood hasnt touched mi yet...anyway....went home ard 6 sometink...saw him and her on my way....was pretty sure he din c mi....at least i hoped so..or realli veri ps de...i tink i froze for a sec but after dat siam pretty quickly....hmmm...any feelings?? not realli...juz v xian mu ba...haha...after all it was realli all in e past le...juz finished my dinner...feeling full and fat...haha...go watch tv le..

3 gd frens!!!!

hahahaha.....today ktv @ kbox(amk)...fun fun....in the morning...went to east coast park in the morning..jialat sia....actually took e mrt to kallang 9am in the morning..tink 9 sometink reach there liao....ARGH...juz to find out dat i took e bus in the opposite direction!!! alamak!!! along e way was feeling quite pleased dat i finally got some sense of direction liao...BUT...i noticed e road signs changing to toa payoh or sometink like dat...lucky call my fren in time...so i alighted...landed near toa payoh swimming complex or sometink like dat....ARGH..den decided to take cab lar..coz i was half dehydrated and tired at dat time...so off e cab went....arrived 10 sometink at east coast after some misleading directions C.L gave mi..erm found them...met her frens and "erm erm"...haha...her frens all pretty nice...esp GG...i tink she is realli a cheerful gal...which once again gave mi some inspiration..anyway din cycle for long time liao...was abit wobby..but i controlled my speed!!! first time nv knock into anyone at east coast!!! yeah yea!!!! but GG hurt herself...i hope she's ok...she still can be so cheerful after so much has happened!! realli set a gd example for mi...haha..anyway was late for e ktv tis afternoon....coz of e stupid transport thing...eh..anyway singing is gd...i realli feel alot happier after singing le...esp got my 2 gd frens accompany mi...2 pigheads...hahaha....realli veri happy...tink maybe i born singing in my last life..tis life don sing cannot...dunno spend how much $$ on singing le...anyway got to stop le....realli veri tired liao..hahaha....

bz day...

wa...today was a bz day...but was a veri fun day also....mainly doing project....dunno mi today is eat wrong medicine or wat....keep laughing and joking and crapping ard...haha....i tink jh they all also tink i siao diao liao...haiZ...maybe was trying to stay more cheerful despite all e stress i'm feeling...ArGh~!!! Mask away my sadness and fan-ness....maybe nx time i shld go and try for Golden horse awards...sure will get prize one...haha...but its gd..if i can keep my act up....project progress is slow but i tink quite steady...we haf a direction liao...doing all those more easy ones...leaving those that we haven cum up wif e logic de behind...after nx monday will pia those parts...haiz...can predict nx week is a gecko or mac dinner week le...jialat.......

thursday liao....

8.02.sitting in front of the comp so early.couldnt realli get to slp so i juz decide to go online...after 1 sleep...seems everytink is still like a dream...couldnt believe so much has happened ys...but anyway wat happen has happen le....nothing can be done either....cant reali write all e details here....coz pple be reading all tis....all tis will remain a secret between mi and you.anyway...hard to describe my feelings here....decided not to say anymore...say e more say e worse......haha.......ltr still haf to sch do pj....jiayou to u too ba....

veri lag day....

today is a veri lag day......morning had lessons...was almost late for xml...rushed all e way to sch to find a paper taped to the door saying chung was on leave....so SIAN....den other lessons were still on as usual...haiz....today is a big day for mi...at least i tot it was going to be sometink big later on....still cannot say wat it is....but i will update soon..alot of things going thru my mind now....wat will happen in the next few days? for mi? for dat person? haiZ...sometimes u haf to experience life lessons many times b4 u realli learn ur mistake....i hope tis time i m not making a mistake....reallli hope so...anyway today got class gathering...which i'm quite excited about...too bad evelyn cannot make it....realli wan to catch up alot wif her also....

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today marks e start of staying back in sch late again...haha....IM is so busy...anyway alot happened today...also dunno where to start...haizz...got alot of things wan to say but i also donno how to write down...maybe still don wan pple to noe yet...so don wan to write...feeling veri fan....but nvm....overall today is a busy but still happy day...hehe....{changin blogskin in process}

so sad~!!!

my nice nice blog~!!! gone le...haiz....i tink dats e problem wif blog skins....sometimes they r juz full of bugs...ArGh...anyway today is sat...i'm still coughing...haiz...hmm...today go plan to buy at least 3/4 of all my cny stuff...coz realli no time liao...hehe...still dreaming of my converse shoes....oh...ys i dream of falling snow at kallang stadium in japan....funny rite? when will kallang realli snow...when kallang has moved to japan..haha...i din get to c e fireworks though...maybe e snow will extinguish e fireworks..ha ha....anyway cuming to end of week 4...onli 2 more weeks to e dreaded week 7 where i haf to hand up 5 assignments...oh no....i tink it onli spells trouble...haha...now feeling veri light-hearted..most prob bcoz i had a gd nite's sleep....=) MOOD = veri HaPPy!!!

sick again....

haiZ...today woke up wif a splitting headache and felt veri dizzy..i noe its fever and the worse thing i hate: FLU....haizzz....reallli had a lot of trouble concentrating on sch today...every moment i juz felt like aH-Choo....sIanZ...actually supposed to feel veri happy today going to sch...coz presentation and assignment r temporily over..but instead felt veri restless and tired...went back home today after e NE lecture to catch a nap....woke up still feelin sick....haiz....today is a horrible day for mi...i never felt so xinku in sch b4....lucky tml onli half day...tink still can hold out ba.....

The S.H.E concert.......

woke up today still quite excited over the S.H.E concert....so many images in my mind...e fireworks...e dolphines....most importantly S.H.E!! Their performance was juz incredible! 2 and 1/2 hours of almost non-stop singing...i wonder how they can do it....but nvm...i get to c my fav member of S.H.E!! Hebe!!! She is so pretty....qian qian hou hou tink they changed at least 4 outfits...so cute...abit disappointed they nv sing ai wo de zi ge....but they did sing 2 songs from the Encore album....which is better compared to taiwan version....my fav song is still Ai Ne...but i yue lai yue like tong kuai and hou niao....they r veri meaningful.....hmmm.....anyway....many thanks to e person who treat mi to @@ tis concert....u noe who u r....nx time will get u a big birthday present u be sure of dat...haiz...muz start saving up money liao....jialat....=P

FriDay Le....

wA....time pass veri fast...week 3 ending soon...welcoming week 4 wif proposal presentation....ARGH!!! i'm feeling so stresss...i'm so scared dat e presentation wont go smoothly on monday...besides dat..after monday..everytink shld be a breeze liao...so kinda looking forward to monday aso...anyway did quite a stupid thing today....coz i wanted to see Zhang Shao Han today...haiz...but din haf e ticket...so i ended up tiptoeing wif 3 gentleman all e while at the amphitheature or somtink lar...e open air place...now my feet is hurting...y i m i so short..if i was taller den i no need tip toe until like hell le....ArGh..anyway her singing is realli veri good sia...like her songs veri much..esp e ou ruo la...nice nice...anyway dats it for today..tml will be another long day...morning still haf to meet up wif grp members...project AGAIN....so cham...but i like my project..its interesting....hehehe~~mobile blog...hope i can use it too~~~^^*

woW~!!! my fren J.H!!!! she look so gentle!! 

ktv!!!!

wOw ...today was a super shiok day!!!! went ktv wif 7 pple today...sang at amk kbox...wow....like everybody there today was super pro...my jaws juz dropped when i heard everybody sang....when it came to my turn..i tink i sang veri wobbly lar..veri lousy also...but i do enjoy myself today...everybody was so into the singing....esp the guys...veri high also....den i manage to sing e songs i been wanting to sing ....s.h.e lar...stefanie lar....wa...and they onli charge 1o dollar today....so cheap liao..coz i usually go sing weekend de....huahahahaha....hope i can go again soon....looking forward to the next ktv....:D

HAPPY DAY

Today is a super happy day..i dunno y...but everything seems to be going quite well..our proj idea finally got approved..heng AH!!! hMM....mi listening to the zhang dong liang cd...realli so sad..but i onli like one of the not so sad songs...dat is rang wo pei ni...veri refreshing melody...got a sad tune to it...but i like it...kinda nice..remind some of the things in the past...but it is all over now...now ready to move on....i hope everyday will be as happy as today....:)

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