trust in r/s

Trust is veri impt in a r/s.most of d times, if d we don haf proof dat the other party is cheating or wadeva, we shldnt accuse them..tis will juz spoil d r/s and hurt both parties' feelings..i feel hurt he din trust me..

maybe he's juz too tired...

or he's in a bad mood..

i admit i'm not veri mature in r/s..but i did try..to give my best in tis r/s..sometimes it takes two hands to clap..if he/she is not mature enuff to understand the other party's thinkings, every thing will juz wind up bad..lots of quarrels and misunderstandings will arise..

i m tolerating..sometimes i tink i m letting him take too much control over tis r/s..

he noes i don like quarrels.

so "da nan ren"

hmph..who can i blame..only me..i'm juz too nice.

:/

picX~

oh..so glad its finally holidays..d hard work is over.....temporily.
hmm..packing up stuff yesterday nite and found bring a baggage is a really good idea..sometimes tink i cant stand my dad..but he's sweet to me last nite..bought mi a baggage and on tuesday he bought mi a travel bag..awww..he's sweet but can be real grouchy..sometimes.

tis is d tiny gift i got for my mom..long time no do all tis things..make mi tink of those times when i was little..drawing cards for mommy..aaaa..i m childhood-sick..


XD feather roses..from mini toons..


mum likes it unwrapped..T__T

suddenly had a veri different way of thinking from d past...
i duno wat i m saying really..juz some different thoughts...
the world is so big..yet i feel so trapped..hardly any space to breathe..
juz feel like changing myself to be more different..maybe not different...
juz do sometink different or realli things i enjoy..
i don wan life to be so stagnant...
like a dead pool of water..
slowly stuffing myself and choking myself..
i m juz wasting everyday of my life..
but i have yet to found a job or sometink i can realli do and like for my whole life..
m i wierd or wat? at d age of almost twenty-one..i haf no idea wats my life going to be like..

day 126

你知道我多担心你吗。。。
我真的很想你。。
你呢？
接我电话好吗？
我在等你。。
在忍着。。不想掉泪。

day 125

wahhh...dear and mi yue lai yue sweeeet liao~~ hehe..maybe bcoz we going to see each other soon..hehe..ermmm..left only..
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3 days!!!!!!!!!?!

awhaha..see u soon dear dear~~:P

day 121

happy 4 months anniversary to us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i heartZ u, dear...

may we be in love happily forever..

wo ai ni........

hair horror?

a long weekend has juz passed and its back to work, woRK and WORK again..seriously i tink i m not suitable for my job..coz its too dull..and..boring? nvm about d job..yesterday was labour's day and for d first time in my life, i found Labour's day to be veri meaningful, its a holiday for all of us working pple..hehe^^

went to yun's hairstylist to cut my hair..one thing about sg hairstylists, when they look at me, they reckon i shld cut my fringe 'ping'(straight)..lucky my fringe's not dat short..i don like or dislike it...juz ermm..my hair looks neater? keke. but i tink would be a long time b4 i touch my hair..i really really hope it will grow faster..they say cutting hair will speed up hair growth.......

din really rest enuff for tis weekend..wish i could slp for another day or two..now listening to jolin's song, wu niang(dance lady?!) for today..d style is abit indian and turkish mix..not bad, maybe can consider learning indian dance nx time..haha..

9 more days to trip..^^