today i felt happier than e past few weeks...haha...don ask mi y...i juz felt dat i was into my normal life again...can say i felt more hopeful?? ok maybe u guys here tink i'm wierd..but i tink everybody has tis periods of time dat they feel down ba...i stumbled and fell..but kinda stood up again..juz onli walking more slowly den usual..need to readjust my pace again..but nw to mi i juz wan to lead a more quiet and peaceful life...a life dat is free from tears and isomania...

today started stressing over assignments again....haiz...but i will jiayou de...i wan to leave NYP wif veri gd grades le...and was duper happy when my parents gave e green light for e thailand trip...now onli figuring how i can save up plenty of money for it...wow..my first trip overseas..i hope it be a fun one..=)

its a Monday filled with hope...

e beginning of another week again...yet today i found e meaning to live again...bcoz seriously to say i was really down last few weeks...abt wat i shall not say..don ask mi y i felt wat i felt...bcoz i donno e ans...maybe i'm tired le..juz wan to lead a more quiet and peaceful life ba...learn to cherish every little thing dat i haf ard mi...family...etc...

going to start stressing over assignments le..bcoz i wan to finish tis semester wif gd grades...leave NYP wif gd results ba..haha...today was veri happy when i heard i could go Thailand wif my classmates after the exams...super happy..but how m i going to fork out e money is another problem ba..at least i got e permission le..my first trip out of S'pore...for e 20 years of my life...sadz...no matter wat i muz do i muz save up alot alot..so can go shopping there...looking forward to the future...*smileZ...=)

wow its one week i haven update my blog ler...actually wat happened during tis wk...hmm...i tink still bz with studies and projects ba...one blink of an eye and half of the semester is gone ler...sadz...ys went 2 bbqs in one day...quite fun lor..but din realli eat much..bcoz of my cough..haiz...not much to update actually..ok liao...got to go study for my j2me quiz...aiming for more den a pass..hopefully..haha...^^*

Fireworks Festival(yan huo de ji jie..ha ha...)

ys was a super fun day(v tiring also..ha ha...)..in e morning went to summer house to help her wif her presentation...could c dat she was veri stressed ba..studying in a course like hers would die man....anyway after dat went for an outing wif wl, jh and pw...haha...went to watch constantine...wow...e movie was super nice~ i like e movie effects...like e way they shoot e movie..hmmm...tis movie don realli haf any climax but maintain the exciting pace throughout e whole film....

Constantine...slaying demons...abit Matrix feeling...but kind of the first sic-fic movie i liked...so kind of jing ya la...bcoz in the past used to like comedies or romance more...haha...i would give at least 4 stars for Constantine...compared to the another movie i watched ys....White Noise...both of them involve e supernatural...White Noise is real...there is sometink called EVP...able to capture ghosts on screen....but e movie not veri scary bah...but more closer to us in real life...cant imagine things on the other side wan to communciate wif us...dat thought is more scary....


Constantine!!!

White Noise..

after e movie...we all went to the roof terrace in esplanade to watch e night view..haf been wanting to go back there to watch e scenery since e last class gathering...the night sky was clear...saw some stars in the sky...below there was a singer from taiwan singing...i tink the singer was a newbie ba...his voice super like zhang dong liang...veri nice...esp when he sing the tong hua...my fav song!!! was thinking alot when i was watching the scenery...so much has happened recently...yet i noe at dat pt of time i felt veri peaceful and content ba..tried to put all unhappy thoughts out of my mind....haix...but tis time maybe not so nice is bcoz alot of pple also there ba...many lovers also...


cute little monkeys!!!

after which we walked to the chun dao he pan....onli nearby...to a veri dark place which i dunno where?? nv went b4...tink is a veri small park ba...haha...already veri late le...10 sometink le...tink e park is near the s'pore river ba...at first felt quite intidimated by the darkness there...but the riverside was quite peaceful...could hear e sound of the waves...haha...

wl, mi, jh...(pw = photographer)
den e fun began le...we started our fireworks festival!!!! actually no la...we were juz playing wif sparks onli..couldnt find those set off into the sky wan....wl and pw began to throw these sparks into the sea...hahaha...was damn funny...so mi and jh also started throwing....den we opened one of the sparks we bought..i tink pw got a shock bcoz the one i buy got sound de...tink we all xia dao also...hahaha....realli polluting the sea...


make a slient wish....

b4 we left each of us threw one spark high up into the sky...everybody made a slient wish...i wished veri hard for my wish den watched the spark drowned in the sea...lets hope our wishes will all cum true....took cab to reach home ard 12 sometink....todae mi and jh became pandas and zombies le...haha..but was worth it...veri unforgettable outing..^^*

hey...todae was a unexpectedly fun day...although quite bz wif lessons in d day and projects in e afternoon...but manage to had alot of fun in the lab....
here's a photo we took in the lab...



in the lab...




after dat....mi and my frens went home...accomp my fren go doctor...sick le ba...she shld take more care of herself..coz another upcoming event cuming soon...hoR??? haha...after visiting the doc...we 3 decided to go my house downstairs play fireworks..fun worR...esp i don play wif them often...realli thanx to them for e fireworks...so long nv play wif it liao...=P


burning grass...not veri environment global friendly...ha...



mi and JH...under my block....=)

saddest day of my life....

wow....juz watched finish e tong hua de mtv..haf been watching for at least 3 or 4 days...still feel dat is veri gang ren....still feel abit wan to cry like dat...but in real life don tink got such story...if got realli too sad le...haiz haiz...mi feeling veri tired..tin going to be sick liao....cant even concentrate on project properly ...recently happen too many things le..hai mi now becum so tired and listless...tml staying back to do proj again..> . <

HaPPY VaLenTinE's DaY......

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUIMIN~!!!!!! =P

racing stripes...

hmmm..today afternoon juz went to my mother side's family to visit...wow all 3 of them unmarried...so dat means no hongbaos...opps...realistic..haha...but surprisingly dunno when one of them exchange e stock thing den juz gave mi and sis money...haha....although little...but i hav counted it inside my hongbao collection...haiz...onli one year nv see them...all of them seems to haf grown much older...like veri cang sang...haha...



juz watched e beauty peagant on tv lor..coz nothing to do...den started arguing wif my family where to eat...realli veri boliao all of us sometimes...fight fight fight can fight over food de...we were in amk...so juz decided to go s11 to eat lor...haha...after dat went to watch wif my sis the kids movie racing stripes...erm..realli not my idea...but my sis watch e i do i do le...so muz accompany her watch another one...



let her choose...choose a kid movie...haiz....so my parents went watch i do i do...actually tot e racing stripes not nice..sure waste money...but actually still ok lar...quite 'wen xing' although i wanted to watch hide and seek...hmmm...kind of learnt sometink from e movie also....oh ya....tink e spongebob movie coming soon...looks like kind of funny...and winnie the pooh movie also...haiz..eat too much chocolates le....or nuts...now i got pimples on my face..haiz hope they not so ming xian...sadz......

happy cny~~~

so fast its e lunar year day 2 le...haha....ys was a fun day...although all of it was at nite...e collecting hongbao session...erm..haiz...still cannot collect over a hundred...sad...and tis year like too busy to go fren house le....hmm...but looking forward to tml ktv...haha...its a mini gathering lar...get to blast e mike again...dada....anyway..haf been eating and eating like a pig these days..haiz...scared i grow into a pig one of these days..juz imagine my pig nose growing out...argh...haiz...anyway wish all of u a happi cny...

awaiting a yummy reunion dinner~!!!!

wow i'm awaiting a yummy reunion dinner rite now..ya ya ...veri selfish of mi not to help out..but i did help out in house hold chores earlier mah...cleaning up my room also...wow....lots of good food..juz had ba gua...walau..one small piece already made mi wan to eat loads more..but i scared of growing fat...den e pair of new jeans i wouldnt be able to wear....don wan grow fatter..don wan be a pig...every passing year comes more new year goodies..buying more every year...wa...hope tis chicken year will be veri veri good for everybody leh...esp mi..hahaha....so i wish everybody h ere advanced happy chicken year...hahaha...enjoy all e gd food and get as many hongbaos as possible...hahaha...

day at e beach.....

today went to semb beach....dunno y suddenly wan to go there...maybe juz to watch e sea..yet i din wan go east coast so far....so i juz ask C.L to accompany mi....actually there was veri serene in the day...i like e feeling alot..esp today was fine weather...lots of clouds and sun..like it alot...but was sunburnt le when i reach home ltr....hmmm...den juz toked alot wif C.L...long time nv experienced such freedom and calmness...all e unhappiness i experienced i haf put aside and realli juz sat there enjoying the sea breeze...tang xin shi...veri nice..i tink i will cum here again nx time...dunno when will be it le...haha....after dat went H.M house awhile helped her wif a little work..den accomp her go orchard...to buy her shoes...after dat bought chocos for new year....missing the sea now....

tong hua

juz saw e mv by guang liang....realli veri nice...called tong hua...veri gang ren....so feel like cry again...but not bcoz of anytink...its e story in the mtv realli veri touching....haha....hope i get to sing it during ktv next week..opps did i let dat out?? haha....still in planning also....^^*

here to update again...last day of week 7...everytink is happening so fast...anyway...today juz finish my comm skills presentation....as usual i still veri gan jiong lor....haha....lucky da ge bu xiao xin kick e waste paper basket made mi laugh n lost all my nervousness..keke..everybody was dressed in formal...and about e first time i presented to pple in a different class...unless u count french or entro or bz chinese...e thought of it made mi shiver..but veri happy woh...finally finish it..although i not satisfied wif my performance...but don tin i will fail rite..



j2me also finish le..onli had min requirements...but at least can pass...also learned quite alot from it lar...adv db rush finish b4 5pm mi and jh was doing it last min like mad...haha...but at least we came up wif quite a i tink is decent report lar....and all well dat ends well...quite man yi lar..upcoming week is term break...and ya la ya la there is chinese new year which i quite looking forward to lar...erm but muz try to finish xml and work on PJ...sian...xml i not veri strong at it...haiz....aiyo..recently bad influenced by frens...now tok alot of short cuts...todae i also tok sometink too fast le...tink pple misunderstand liao...haha....jialat...*scratch head....heck care le lar...:)

woke up since 6 plus...juz finish j2me assignment....9.28am, thurs morning....listening to e radio...david tao song...ai wo hai shi ta...veri sentimental song, suitable for my mood now...no special meaning lar..but quite happy today ba..onli left 2 more assignment...realli quite scared tml comm skills presentation...haha..if presentation can use singing to present den i sure wont scared le...mi got trouble toking to the audience sia...haha...hmmm...todae will yet be another bz day...