purpose and life

i m thinking...does life only has a meaning when we have a certain purpose or goal to achieve?

Or we can have a simple life and DO NOT care about anything else.

I would think i prefer something in BETWEEN.

I should be more firm what i wanna DO.

had a wonderful time ping-ponging yesterday..SAW kim ng practising also..so cool..she's totally so FIT~

den after pingpong..me and jos and angel had supper at braddell...den went home had a long bath..hahaha so shiok..den had a nice and long slp..LOL..

wake up feel so refreshed...today is a nice day =)

依靠 - 自己

聽了林依晨的新歌 <<依靠>>..覺得是個很好的歌.至少,適合我現在的感覺.

空白 占据 大半个夜
我们仰望 繁星 满天
失去渴望想沟通或了解
爱就剩下淡蓝火焰
依靠 假装完美
不如坦白一点
你不快乐
我再笑也是阴天
依靠 你的玫瑰
不如盖座花园
无论季节 总会盛开喜悦
试把幻想加在里面
才模糊爱本来的脸
慢慢看见两颗心 那么远
不是拥抱就能改变
依靠 假装完美 不如坦白一点
你不快乐 我再笑也是阴天
依靠 你的玫瑰 不如盖作花园
无论季节 总会盛开喜悦
依靠 几句诺言
不如简单一点 忠于自己
不再等你有时间
依靠 曾今甜美
分开还是挂念 希望未来都幸福的遇见
依靠 几句诺言
不如简单一点 忠于自己
不再等你有时间
依靠 曾今甜美
分开还是挂念 希望未来都幸福的遇见

在想

原來.找到答案.

我要的平靜就是來自心靈的寧靜.

不要想得太多,就是簡單.

這就是我要的快樂.

自我逃避真的不是個好辦法.

我需要很多勇氣,改變我現有的人生.

加油!

study = depression

it has only been a short two weeks but seems like tons of things can happen at one time?

i went to taiwan with my family and sis!! finally~~ a break after the exams..but good times usually don last long..

i m back in sg again =/

and facing more pressure again...studying..i really hate studying...i know..its gonna be a tough few months ahead..before it has begun, i already feel the stress creeping up on me..T__T oh great i should quit thinking abt all these stress anyway, bcoz it hasnt really started i mean..anybody get what i mean? haha -_-

Exams over~~~~~!!!!!! :D

No more studying~~~No more lugging books ard~~ No more memorizing ~~ I'm so happy :D..Finally managed to finish the last paper yesterday...and i m so pysched to go for my holiday tml~~yea~~

june random photos

june is a boring month..at least most of it, it is. Has been studying for many many years...nono..days..haha..

anyway last week has been full of food ok la at least nt so bore..but some photos taken wif hp..


my kitchen night view..suddenly found the color of the sky attractive..


tuesday...tis from Danshui, Taipei. Inside QQ one o..


Wednesday...we went to explore tis place selling Ayam Penyat...


Thursday...today went to eat eat Ma Maison..Food was soso only..i don realli like Western food la..hmm..


Some deco in Ma Maison


French Kitchen style..?!


Wines...


Sheep!!


Cow thing..


Bread was served...


Soup...


Salads..


Chicken Chop..=.=" i don remember the fancy name


And lastly tea...


Friday...some spicy toufu Udon from Amara...

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Later exam ...finally T__T..have waited for a long time for it to come..not 100% prepared..But have studied quite hard....hope it will be smooth later ^^


Some banana tibits from Laoban..look weird..i tink will taste weird too..


Strawberry tibits from Japan..i don dare to eat it..=X

stressed again

i feel stressed again....now i know what its like to have my life turned upside down <-- This term realli describes perfectly how i feel.

i seem to haf lost control of most things and probably i feel i m getting from bad to worse. Things are starting to worry me. My job, my grades, my family. I'm scared.

i wish this week would be faster gone and done with. haiz.

back from the dental visit~

haha..i'm back ..but with cleaner teeth and healthier gums(i hope so).

the visit was daunting..but its was not as horrible as i expect.

so i conclude my pain tolerance was not so low after all xD.

had another filling done and some scaling/polishing.

its actually kinda shiok to see your mouth shining bright again.

hmm.next visit in Dec, i aim to challenge myself to the dentist near my house. i hear she was a 魔王, ppl say her scaling skills was 'superb'.

now is studying time again...hehe

8:05am

so early..but i m staring at the comp screen..

yeah i mean it, i tink i m too excited/scared/nervous about/of dentists.

juz cant find my way back to sleeeeeep.

dental phobia...T_T

dentist visit?!

i think its time to maintain proper dental hygiene b4 you really regret...

today eat kfc..munch munch..*sometink gone* ->part of my tooth..

oh man.-_- i realli hate dat...have already made an appointment with the dentist on Saturday. I really hope i dont need to pull out dat tooth. 

Did some research, not all people have complete set of teeth..some extracted for all kinds of reason..decay...accident...wisdom..

later its shopping time for a new toothbrush(mine battery died) and mouthwash.

Cheers to a great smile :D *faint*