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There is good news and just to share:

Wedding bells are ringing soon~~~

Feeling a mix of happy and excitement....

And lots of things to be done!!

A busy year for us ahead :D

Thoughts...

Some not exactly happy thoughts. Last night, I dreamed of them again. I know its rather silly of me to write these here. So what does it exactly implies? Maybe I really do miss them. Every time, I felt happy in the dream, but upon waking up, the sadness is back. I wonder how hard is it for someone to forgive and forget. Maybe they did, or they just felt its awkward for me to hang around them once more. Actually I really don't mind.

Something I read on Weibo today that kinda spoke my mind: 不是我想沉默, 是沒有人了解我.

Its not that I'm feeling guilty so I'm sad. It's because I still treat them as my friends, and I miss them. It's not that I wanted to treat both of you this way, If you all could understand, maybe we can just patch back. It's just wishful thinking, I know. Becos of this case that killed our friendship. You all never understood how deeply it hurt me. 4 or 5 dreams all consecutively meant the same thing - Its not about the guilt, its about the constant wish to be friends with you all again. The hurt that you all just threw the friendship away without salvaging it. The assumptions that I did not care about u, are they true? mostly true? or simply its just some overseeing on my part? I just want some peace now, I feel all the hurt erupting all over again.

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After this post, I realized how a friendship could be strong yet fragile. I guess what I'm looking for is a 解脫. Becos life still has a lot of 美好的東西. 我相信, 身邊任然還有愛我的人.

A seemingly long path but...

Determined to finish this degree well! lets do it!!

Will persist on regardless of how tired i'm feeling.

Motivation from u and my mum, gives me good reason to fight on.

數一數

就算理智還在, 我還是選擇對你很好.

也可以選擇對自己好一點, 不過不知道為什麼, 還是想把你放第一.

會變得更有耐心,細心.

就快要到half year mark. 是很開心的!

未來一起走的更幸福好嗎..就像我們說過到老你也會牽我的手一樣.

我的愛會一直補充給你, 隨時隨地都很夠力喔~!

Results month

This is a month of results. HAHA! soon i guess.

Enjoyed last sunday at sentosa with dear and his friends. Like the sun and sand...

Upcoming cable car-ing on 28th...

and of course thai trip next month!

A festive month of holidays and celebrations and more~!!!!

November

Just finished one paper yesterday! Horrays Though the exam wasn't exceptionally well done..haha~

One more paper on Tuesday and freedom will be here....for now is tiredness and more tiredness..lol

A broken friendship is just like a broken kite...how to let it fly high once again?

有話直說

exams and more.......

ok i got about slightly 19 days or less to the first paper. Oh no.....

time to devise a strategy for exams LOL with the remaining time.....

think far.

especially you never know what's going to happen in the future.

真的 by 张韶涵

For her.

Getting enough zzz!

After being a earlier sleeper convert @ 10.30PM everyday, I find that I have become chirpier and more energetic !! and not to mention SKIN don't look so deathly pale anymore....>< I guess I better stick to this regime lol. Late sleeping is not for me....

Today morning walked through the summer breeze. Found myself to be really missing him. It is a really critical period. Hope we go through it soon and stay strong!