now feeling veri terrible...actually its nothing much...but i tink i m falling sick....Listening to F.I.R's wo men de ai....now veri feverish...suffering from cold...my eyes r bloody red...i hate this world...i feel so xinku..juz let mi die...yi liao bai liao...stomach feeling veri empty...somewhere inside mi aches..although i m veri brave and can listen to reality and e truth...but a part of mi cant let go...feel like taking mc..maybe try to chen until after work ba...6.30...