blog ah blog...mi still feelin veri down these few days...but i tink is expected de lar...who can get over in a period of short time..at least not mi...my feelings r not so versatile....juz like i thought in e past i could get over any person easily...in the end i also hurt so many pple...mi also dunno wat to do now le...i'm sad...but i cant be sad forever...i still gotta move on...ya noe...there's nobody who can understand and give mi all e an wei i need..even in front of all e best frens i haf i juz still joke all e time...even in front of him...i don understand y all my bravery came from..haha...e energy still to get on wif life...maybe i too zhong gan qing liao...so landed into such a state...i mean who else can blame other den mi? bcoz its mi refusing to move on and make myself miserable right...haizzz...i'm so veri useless...*mood*depress;*doing*listen to s.h.e songs....;