i plucked up all my courage to read her blog.

it was there...when i read the post, the horrible feeling washed over me again.

too bad there is no time machine to go back to all the happy times we had.

it still hurts so much when i see u in sch...wanted to reach out but i couldnt.

i guess i will bring all the regret with me when i leave the world one day...

i dreamed of her a lot...dreamed that we were frens again in my dream...

it really pains me a lot. there is no pretense here all. the hurt is real. everything is real.

原諒我好嗎?